haven't updated my journal for a while...

so hey there! (if there is actually anyone who's reading my journals)

it may seem I got lazy about dA, but I am here everyday, I just had kind of a lack of creativity...
which is kinda strange in my eyes, 'cos there has been a lot of stuff going on in my life and I, partly, was very stressed and in not so good moods.
'cos normally I get a creativity flash when I am upset... in order to compensate or work out things...
unfortunately it wasn't like that this time...
I kinda used partying and eating instead... which wasn't that wonderful idea. (my pants don't fit anymore... -.- that sucks!)

but I have done some new art stuff lately and I am going to upload it before I head to italy on sunday!

yaiiii! vacation!!!

I hope the weather is fine, so my friends and I can enjoy the beach!
We will also visit venice ^^ this will be so much fun!

In the middle of september, unfortunately, school is going to star again...
for one last year (or at least 3/4 of it).
and then.. I'll do my abitur and what happens afterwards... I don't know...
I hope I get to study it's kinda scary that something which used to be so common and present in my life for such a long time will actually find an end...
*afraid* I like school... (call me crazy ) except for the getting up early-thing ^^

but our art course will do an excursion to toskany right after school started ^^ and this eases the habbit-switching between summer holidays and back to school ^^


I have a new obession ^^ watching gossip girl. I am really into the series! I know it's kitschy and so on, but I love teen series...
and the male characters are sooo hot ^^
(and the female ones are so well dressed!)

I also started to work at burgerking a couple of weeks ago...
yeah I know it's not thaaaat great to work at burgerking.
but it's oke. I like it somehow (not that I do like working, but I have to, and I do not exactly dislike it)
I get money for it, and that is the point...
cos I do need money


unfortunately when I am on holiday I cannot go out on saturdays to my new favorite club ^^
(we stay there usually for about 5hours till morning! and it is sooo great to dance there, and there are some hot guys walking around in that place...)
but the problem is that you have to wait for about 1 hour until you get in...
the security is kinda nasty... but I have to confess... it is worth it


so have a nice weekend all of you!

~chuuuuuuuuuuuuu
anchaaan